the thing is that, things don’t happen because of a plan - they happen despite it. everyone around has often small lives. kind of circling the sun and thinking to jump orbits to get close and get burnt, and make it big. having is one thing, being is another. the greying of the beard is natural. tough fights often come to tough people. time is both subjective and relative. sometimes taking time off is one of the best things. sometimes doing nothing is probably the best thing. sometimes going will all you have is the best. waiting doesn’t look like a great thing. laws of physics bend in real life.